I can't see around all these thoughts in my head
What's all this inside that's making me feel dead?
Or atleast that my heart is made of hot lead?
So many names and faces inside my head
So many things done, so many things said
I want to get out, squeeze past, scream out loud
I can't breathe, here alone, in this crowd
I'm gasping for air that's really right there
Oh, don't do this now; they're starting to stare
Stop, thia, stop. You're fine. You're at ease
I'm the only one keeping you up. So just please,
Forget all you felt or think that you feel.
I'm making your heart as hard as this steel
No! Don't. I can't take one more breath.
I'm not turning my heart into stone or cold death
It's not a vault to store pain inside
Now let me let go, let go of my pride
I'm broken, don't you see? I don't care anymore
I won't pretend to take this, so let my spirit soar
Let my body fall down, I've broken my crown
If I could drown in tears, then please let me drown
Ofcourse I remember the loves I have born
Ofcourse I remember my heart has been torn
So let it heal. Let it keep its flesh and feel.
I refuse to be as hard as this steel
So cold to the touch, so unbending. I yield.
I yield to all the memories, the pain and heartache.
And remember One once bled and died for my sake.
His heart's been broken more than I could ever bear
And the pain He bore was more than I can share
It's because of Him that I will always care
And feel much more than I would ever dare
(*thia
